Me: "You have violated my privacy. I will file criminal charges against you and seek justice. If you don't want me to do this, then release my friend."
Them: "What is it you really want? We don't understand what you're talking about."
Me: "I'm very serious about this. You intercepted phone calls and messages. You tapped the line. You spied on me. You violated the EU privacy laws. I saw you. I documented your actions. I will ensure that you pay the price. I will forego my chance for justice, however, if you release my friend."
Them: "Uh, you are very upset. We don't understand why you're upset. Maybe if we keep playing stupid and stalling, you'll go away. Maybe we'll think of some way to manipulate you into doing what we want.
Me: "Oh baby, you haven't seen upset yet."
But it didn't seem to matter how I framed it, they were sure there was some angle. They were confident that I would tell them what I "really" wanted, or that they would find some way to catch me out. This was their mistake. I was not lying. I was not bluffing. Now I will file criminal charges against them.
Do they realize now what I plan to do? Are they frightened? Are they upset? They cannot be as upset as I have been during the last two years, fearing for Sjors; never understanding exactly why he was behaving as he was; knowing that they had their claws in him.
Now, they have used Sjors against me. He writes to me to PLEASE stop what I'm doing. And then he follows this up by telling me he doesn't know what I'm doing. When I explain what I'm doing, he pretends he was never there - never figured out the mystery of the phones with me, never told me what he has told me.
Instead, he writes:
"I needed time to respond, I was shocked about the contents.The truth is that there has never been anyone messing with us. I only have tried to compartimentalise our contact.That is the reason no one understands your threats.Now it is on the brink of escalation. Something I desperately try to prevent.If it will, you and I will be the victims. (and please don't be suspicious)I think you need help and I offer you my friendship.I feel you created your own reality but it is far from the truth"
It makes me sick. He un-writes everything that was written between us. He forgets that I kept careful records.
I write back:
"Your message to me was awful and a terrible lie. For the first time since knowing you, I am truly ashamed of you. You may have decided to sell your soul to them, but I have paid the price for that decision time and time again.You knew you were not your own person when you first approached me. You knew that you were married and, more than this, you knew that you belonged to them. You knew you were not free to offer yourself to me, but you came anyway. You did not tell me any of this. You promised me things that were not yours to offer. I have paid the price.
You know that I deserve justice for their violation of my privacy. But you aid them in their attempts to discredit me. What was that bullshit? "Created your own reality" and "I think you need help"? That was awful and nasty and I am ashamed of you for participating. Your job may require you to play deceptive games, but you also have the choice to remain silent.
I will fight the bastards because, among other things, they have violated my privacy. The prosecutor will determine whether the evidence is credible and sufficient. Your attempts to paint me as “out of touch with reality” will harm you more than they will ever harm me. Already, they have harmed you in my eyes.Do not allow yourself to become their mouthpiece to me again.
You owe me better than this."
I don't know what happens next. I can't control the consequences. But I will keep pushing until he is free or until I've punished them for the damage they've caused.
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